summer oOf `04___

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 21:11:52 GMT

So im really really bored cuz chelsea just dropped me off so she could go to work so i might as well just update since i havent in forever!! Havent been up to that much lately... school shopping, beach and what not! Last night was fun.. lindsey came and picked me up then we went back to her house and just talked! good quality time =] then matt chris and ryan showed up and we turned ryan into a girl! funniest thing i have ever seen by far!!! ill try to put pics on here if i can figure it out. Then we left and me and lindsey went to ralphs to see him and matt and marie met us at taco bell. it was good to see matt! us girls were harassed pretty much the whole night, but thats boys right? so then the night ended and i couldnt stay over maries so me and lindsey just went to my house and stayed up real late. it was fun! i miss hanging out with them, so im glad i have been lately!
School is soon and im pretty excited! i think this year is gonna be a good one- hopefully! i have pretty easy classes so im lookin forward to it. i really miss everyone too! cant wait to see everyone on the first day!
k so im gonna try to figure out how to do this picture thing now!
leave some love<3

p.s.-I miss terri and holly!!!!!!!!

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 22:37:36 GMT

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have NEVER been so happy to be home in my life!!! Camp was a lot of fun but super duper tiring!!! I missed everyone so effin much! i feel so unconnected with the world- like i was gone for 50 years or something lol. k well i dont have much to say, just extremely happy to be home and i cant wait to go to the beach tomorrow cuz ive lost any sun that i ever had!! i lovve you!!

How much did u miss me?? =]

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 19:59:00 GMT

Well its been a really long time since i last updated this thing but i am sooo bored right now!!!!!! So far summer has been SO much fun! It just sucks that its been raining so much! Hollys been workin, Chelsea and Terri have to teach soccer camp, and Jills been grounded so ive been lonely the passed couple days! Went to the beach with Holly Chris Peter and Matt the other day tho then Lins and Marie showed up! it was a lot of fun. then we came back and hung out and swam here. Havent had a girls nightin a while! i miss them. been lookin for that special someone, cant find him tho. actually i know where hes at, but ya kno! Today is so gloomy =[ last night was fun. terri bryan and chris came over and we watched the LAMEST movie ever! It was alright tho! we always have fun. tonight im goin to red lobster with my humungo family. Thats always entertaining! cant wait. My cuz Kelly is makin me a photo album that was for my birthday but i cant wait to see it! it should be soo cute! HURRY UP AND FINISH IT!!!!! ok well um.. does anyone want to help me with my journal??? i dont know how to do that stuff lol comment if u can help. maybe ill be updatng more! we'll see. love u all<33

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 16:34:38 GMT

HEY! wow! im soo glad its only saturday! Yesterday was tons of fun at the beach. Me and chels woke up around 8 and started getting ready then zack and tim showed up and we left to go get jill and holly @ jills. We chilled there for a little bit then hit the beach! It was soo cold when we got there. we were all walkin around with towels around our bodies. It didnt take long for it to heat up tho =] A bunch of people were there it was lots of fun!! we layed out for a bit, got some sun, then got hungry! So me chels holly jill bianca zack tim steven matt and brian went to hooters and ate 100 wings! YUM! we couldnt finish them all tho so we brought them back for everyone on the beach. Layed out some more and my back got so burnt!! my face got burnt too but it doesnt look that bad anymore. so we left around 4 then dropped everyone off then went back to chelseas to get ready for dinner at jills restuarant! That was lots of fun too. i was havin fun singin with the guy they had there performing and then we all decided to dance haha. I was gonna ask this old mad to dance with me but Jill thought he might have had too many drinks in him. =[ so we left and went back to jills house. On the way home we were listening to music and stuff and all of a sudden holly makes this noise that she says "sounds like two donkeys fucking" omg it was the funniest thing i have ever heard. Me and chels and Brian almost peed our pants and i was crying i was laughing so hard cuz she just kept doing it! haha I LOVE YOU HOLLY! she is the coolest girl ever! So we had a pretty mellow nite at jills i guess.. We busted out the NSYNC and BACKSTREET BOYS cds lol . Brian swears he only knows them cuz of kp lol but whatever! it was lots of fun.. then we sang some kareoke and i was really enjoying myself! i love singing! lol. then scott came to pick me up, and i said my goodbyes. then scott me and vanessa went back to my house for a little bit and watched some of mrs boubtfire then scott took me to my home till today, kellys house! so my parents come home today. =] it was nice to have a little break from them but im glad they are coming back!! I donno what im doin today but im sure ill figure something out!! xoxox

NEW SCHOOL! =]

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 00:30:52 GMT

So today I started at Mariner!!!!! OMG! It was the best day ever!! I got to see everyone that I missed soo much! I get to see them everyday now too! =] I love how nobody knew! Surprising Chelsea was the best. I really think she was in shock. lol. It was really good to have Scott there too. I was always so jealous of the girls at verot walking in the halls with their boyfriends and stuff. Now i get to be with mine <3 So first period im an aide which is pretty cool i guess. Easy A? Hope so. I wish i had more classes with people. The only class i really have anyone in is geometry with Mike. But then i also have gym with Alex R and Scott. Mr Stahl said that from verot im about 40 years ahead of his class (history wise) so that will be pretty easy to relearn when I already did. I cant believe Im acutally updating my journal! Its been sooo long lol. Papps always proud of me when I do it. Im happy I have lunch with u babe! =] I was so happy to see Vinny! I havent seen him in such a long time!...On another note, Kelly, Caitlin, Jen, and Brittany... I MISSED U GUYS!! Everyone else too! By the way, have LOTS of fun with Kistels project! lol Its not gonna be the same without you guys but dont worry I wont forget you guys and you better not forget me either! Verot would have been perfect if i could have just put all my friends from Marnier there! O well.. I made the switch and I think its for the better. K well i just wanted to update really quick!

I LOVE EVERYONE!

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 16:39:34 GMT

JENNYYY!!!!! WE HAVE LUNCH AND STUDY HALL TOGETHER!!!

Survey from Ashleeeey

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 15:06:01 GMT

[ d.O.b ]: 5-23-89
[ kaShun` ]: 239
[ height ]: 5'1
[ siblings ]: sean
[ Siblings age ]: 12
[ pets ]: 3!
[ eye color ] : bluee green
[ hair color ] : bl0nde
[ artistic? ] : nope!
[ boyfriend/girlfriend now ]: scotty <33
[ color of your room]: whiite
[ what were u doing 15 mins ago ]: this thing!.. i did it from the bottom up! lol
[ u shy or outgoing ]: outgoing
[ had fun this summer ]: of course
[ feature you notice first ] : smile =D
[ looks vs. personality ] : notice the looks first but the personality is very important
[ piercings ] : 2 in each ear and then belly button
[ tan or fair ] : fairly tan lol
[ age difference limit ] : 2
[ smart/dumb ] : both
[ funny/serious ]: both

MORE ABOUT ME ..

[ chocolate milk, or hot chocolate ] : hot
[ mcdonalds or burger king ] : BK!!!!
[ coke or pepsi ] : coke from McD's but pepsi anywhere else lol
[ would you wanna marry your best friend, or the perfect lover ] : iif itz the perfect lover they wuld b ya best friend t0o .. duhh < good one ash
[ tea/coffee/cappuccino ] : coffee or capp
[ cats or dogs ] : both
[ milk, dark, or white chocolate? ] : milk
[ sunny or rainy ] : SUNSHINE* jenny =]
[ summer/spring ] : DEF SUMMER!
[ bunk or water bed ] : bunks are good ;]

RELATIONS ..

[ Best friends ] : my best friends know who they are
[ close/good friends ] : so do my good ones
[ Friends that you look like ] : i dont think any
[ Who you go to for advice the most ] : jennifer... meghann gives smart advice
[ skinniest ] : umm.. i donno
[ funniest ] : i have so many funny friends
[ nicest ] : chelsea
[ shortest ] : marie
[ tallest ] : kelly
[ changed your life the most ] : jennifer

FAVES ..

[ color ] : p!nk
[ movie ] : lots
[ subject ] : lunch
[ ocean or pool ] : pool
[ laugh or cry ] : laughing so hard i cry
[ silver or gold ] : silver
[ diamonds or pearls ] : diamond
[ sunset or sunrise ] : sunset
[ showers or baths ] : both
[ food ] : sword fish
[ snack ]: pop corns yummy
[ board game ] : scrabble
[ all-time song ]: i donno
[ holiday ] : my birfday
[ movie star ] : lots
[ magazine ] : cosmogirl
[ tv show ] : CSI miami
[ Disney character ] : marry poppins =]
[ animal ] : i love all aminals
[ cologne/perfume ]: onel is nice
[ brand of sneaker ] : reeboks
[ activity ] : oohh ;]
[ fruit ] : tangerine
[ juice ] : bunches

DO YOU ..?

[ do you like school ] : YES ITS WHAT i LIFE FOR!! psh yea right
[ do you like to talk on the phone ] : to a few people
[do you have your own phone line ] : cell
[ do you like to dance ] : yes.. just dont a lot

LAST TIME YOU ..

[ last time u showered ]: yesterday
[ went runnin ] : couple weeks ago
[ worked out ]: last week
[ danced like a frickin idiot ] : yesterday
[ went to a movie ] : last week
[ talked on the phone ] : like 10 minutes ago
[ wished u were sumbody else ] : i donno

RANDOM ..

[ where would you love to travel to? ]: mann.. i could go on forever about that!
[ whats ur middle name? ] : jane
[ is ur hair color natural? ]: some of it. i have highlights
[ do u have a cell phone? ] : yes
[ whats ur online screen name ] : malibubarbii228
[ what do u want to do with your life? ] : just be successful
[ last time u went to the doctor ] : donno
[ do u have a credit card ] : I WISH!!!!!!
[ do u consider urself a "nice" person ]: very!
[ last book ]: of mice and men
[ are u stressed out? ] : not at tha moment
[ do u believe in angels? ] : yea
[ what are u driving now? ] : nuthin
[ u help pay for it? ] : yea
[ do you think your spoiled? ] : no but scott always tells me how much i am
[ do u like mustard? ] : im startin to like it
[ have u seen the exorcist? ] : ahh no! <im w/ u ash! [ how bout dumb & dumber? ] : nope but i saw the secnd one [ ever been skydiving? ] : nope but im plannin on it! [ number of piercings ] : 5.. ears and bb LAST PERSON WHO? [ Slept in your bed ]: me [ Made you cry ]: i donno [ You shared a drink with ]: scott [ You went to the movies with ]: scott [ You went to the mall with ]: mom [ Yelled at you ]: my bro [ Said they were going to kill you ]: donno HAVE YOU EVER ... [ Said "I love you" and meant it? ]: everyday [ Been to New York? ] yepp! [ Been to Florida? ] haha its funny our state is in here! [ California? ] no [ Hawaii? ]: no [ Mexico? ]: nope [ China? ]: no [ Canada? ]: no [ Danced naked? ]: lol no [Had a really bad feeling about something then it happened? ]: yes =\ [ Wish you were the opposite sex? ]: sometimes [Had an imaginary friend?]: [ red or blue? ]: hm. red i think [ Spring or Fall? ]: fall [ Santa or Rudolph? ] : santa [ Math or English? ]: none [ What are you going to do after you finish this survey ]: donno [ What was the last food you ate? ] mc donalds ice cream cone last night [ High school or college? ] high school [ Are you bored? ] very [ Last noise you heard? ] the construction outside my house [ Things you like about a guy ] : gotta be the way they kiss :-* [What's on your mouse pad? ] : a pic of colorado [ Worst feeling in the world? ] : when u feel unloved by the ones u love [ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?] : stare out my window [ How many rings before you answer? ] : depends if i wanna talk to the person but usually 2 [ Future daughter's name ]: i like a lot of names [ Future son's name? ]: umm.. donno [ Chocolate or vanilla? ]: chocolate [ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? ]: yes [ If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? ]: hmm... one that i wouldnt have to do that much but would get me rich! [ Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? ]: lefty baby! [Do you type with your fingrs on the right keys? ]: yepp [ What's under your bed?]: books and crap [ Glasses/contacts ]: nope [ Are You Timely Or Always Late ]: i can get there on time [ Do You Have A Job ]: haha ya rite [ Do You Like Being Around People ]: yes i do!

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 01:25:53 GMT

Today was so much fun.. =].. even though i had to get up really early!!!!!!! like 8:30!!!!! well, early for me ;] So i got up and had breakfast got ready for the beach and then went to pick up Scott! We went to Ft myers beach w/ my mom and her friends and duh, my gay brother! It was really really nice out! and the waves were HUMUNGO!! lol u kno u like that word! Me and scott just walked around in the stores and on the peer! ::sigh:: so romantic! lol.. then we left and came back to my house. Then we just hung out in my room and watched a movie. Then my moms friends left. Me and scott just layed around all afternoon watchin movies and stuff.. i made him dinner but then we ordered pizza cuz it wasnt any good =[ i need to take a cooking class!! I talked to chelsea for a little bit today too. Im glad shes home! Im goin to her house tomorrow night after my cheerleading practice. That'll def be fun! as always lol... 2 more weeks and jenny comes home!! =D .. Im leavin wednesday to go to disney till sunday and then sunday im drivin up to cheer camp till next wednesday! Hopefully thats a success!.. get to know the girls on the team a little more. very much needed! i wish jennifer was cheering!!!!! Mann it would be so much better! alrighty well i feel my lids slowly falling over my eyes so im gonna go take a shower or somethign. Hopefully tomorrow will be another great day! I love you! and you!

xoxoxoxoxo*pammy

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 21:12:56 GMT

K! Its been a really really really long time since i updated i think!! Today is 6 months for me and Scott! <3.... I honestly did not think that i would last this long with him.. or anyone for that matter! I love him so much and these have been the best 6 months of my life. every time im with him i have the BEST time everrrrr!! So he rode his bike to my house this morning and i attempted to have breakfast here for him when he got here but i cant do anything in the kitchen so he just had orange juice lol.. then we went to the yacht club at like 9:30 in the morning. it was really nice cuz there was like nobody there! so we just layed in the shade together talkin about the last 6 months and how great they have been. then we went and had lunch and then came back to my house. we went swimmin and then just messed around in my room and stuff.. =] then he left around 3 . Ive really only been hanging out with Chelsea and Kelly and Scott lately. Its been fun!!! Chelsea went to west palm beach wednesday tho and wont be back till sunday. I really wish Jennifer was here =[ I miss her soooo much. I cant wait till she gets back then we are gonna go to abercrombie and to the hollister that finally opened and do some school shopping! school starts for me in like 18 days =[ sucks reeeeeeeeeeally bad! im definitly not looking forward to it. It will be better tho since Jenn is coming there!! chels should too!!!!! I saw Scafidi and Janae at the movies the other night while i was waiting for my little bro to get out of a movie.. I have missed them both soooo much! I havent seen janae in like 8 months or somethin!! they both looked so cute! oh my goodness im sooo tired right now but im a person that def cant take naps!!! so o well.. My moms friends just got here so tonight we will prolly go out to dinner then tomorrow i have a wedding to go to.. WHAT FUN! no not really.. i dont even know anyone there!! o well! Seriously, i feel so distant from everyone now!! =[ Scafidi, Papp, Marie, Lindsey, and Ashley.. I havent hung out with any of you guys in the longest time! I havent even talked to Ashley in forever! think about u all the time tho =\ .. Hopefully this will all change and ill be able to hang out with u girls soon! I hope that you are all having a great summer! anywayyyyyysss... dad just got home soo i will try and keep up with this thing! xoxo Love everyone!!!

SCOTTY I LOVE YOU!!! <3

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 22:19:10 GMT

OMGGG!!!!! AIM is being soo lame! <that rymed! lol.. anyways.. I get on there for like 5 minutes and it kicks me off! i just uninstalled it and then installed it again and it keeps doing it to me! So now i guess all i can talk on is yahoo! =\ .. o well! my computer needs to be checked up on anyways i think theres a virus! GGGRRRRRRRR! I went out on the boat today with my family and Kellys family and got some good sun! My face got burnt tho.. Better then bein pale! lol Tonight im spendin the night at Chelseas i think. Im not sure what we are going to do tomorrow but then tomorrow night i have cheerleading! EXCITING!! ha.. alright im gonna go for now.. Hope everyone had fun with their dad!! xox

GOODNESS GRACIOUS!

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 04:14:26 GMT

What am I going to do with myself!?!! Im stressing out so much and I dont even really know about what.. It sucks! Maybe cuz Scott is gone and im missing him like crazy?? I cant wait till he gets back! I want to hug him and kiss him and just ugh! BE WITH HIM!! I love you baby!<33 ='[ Maybe cuz of another reason! I hate it tho.. I get headaches every day and I never ever used to get headaches! On a lighter note, I gettin my boaters lisence so im gonna be able to take everyone to ft myers beach =] x 1000! I really need to tan! Chelsea and Kelly and Christina came over tonight. Kelly is still here Chelsea left a little bit ago! Jimmy was here too .. that was umm interesting?? lol... JEEZE! Im reeeeely missing Jennifer too!! She isnt coming back till like a couple days before school so that really sucks! =[ I get to see MJ this week!!!!!!! OMGG im sooo excited!! I havent seen him all summer! I miss him SO much!! alrighty im gonna go! MEGZ! Im sorry we didnt get to go to ur show! Im sure u did amazing!! I love you!

-pammy!!!

Past couple days!

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 22:09:22 GMT

HOLA!!!!!!!! =]... Im here with chelsea and we are having a grand ol time! lol... Her and Meghann spent the night last night after we went to the movies!.. That was interesting. Me, Chels, Meghann and Jennifer went and other people were there like Bobby, Ralph, Steve, Jon, Tina, her friend lol, Damian, Jimmy and Ricky.. I havent hung out with all of them in a while! So us girls got there and are waiting in this frikkin HOT line and then we get to the window and its sold out! >: [ ... So we bought tickets for this other movie but there werent any seats left so we all got our money back and were just sittin out side and me and chelsea were hungry so we went to the chinese buffet! Jennifer and Meghann walked to see Andrew. I was really glad that Jennifer finally got to spend good time with him not arguing or anything!! =] I hope everything works out for her cuz i want her happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... Meghann and Jimmy met back up with us at chinese food. It was really good but fake and cost us 33$!!!! WAY TOO MUCH FOR WHAT WE ATE! then we went back and watched the Stepford Wives.. I really liked it! Scott showed up in the beginning of it too! what a surprise lol .. so after the movie meghann and chelsea came back and we had lots of fun talkin and makin ice cream and stuff.. I got in a fight with Scotty too.. =\ it sucked but he was glad that i wasnt holding the stuff that i was mad about in anymore.. I cant believe he is leaving for 3 and a half weeks!! :'( im gonna miss him sooooooooo much!!! Jenn is gonna be gone for the rest of the summer too! THAT SUCKS!!!!! GR! Me and chelsea and kelly will have good times tho! lol... So todayyyy we woke up and sat in bed talkin again after we ate our breakfast. Then we had to take meghann home cuz she had rehersal for her play or something.. =\ wish she coulda stayed!!! Then me and chelsea and my mom went to some store so she could buy these chairs and we were all tryin to get them in the car while we were like sitting in the middle of the road! We looked like a bunch of WOMEN!! lolol.. It was funny. Then we got home and took showers and Scott and his brother came over. We made them leave and get us Burger King lol it was good. They came back, we ate, and then scotts brother left and me and scott and chelsea were hangin out in my room makin bracelets and stuff.. Scott was beating me up with pillows! AH IT HURT! i cut my knee! then we went outside and played basketball and stuff. Scott left =[ and now me and chelsea are hangin out here! We are goin out to dinner tonight and then tomorrow me Megz, Chels, and Jennifer are goin out on the boat and maybe goin to ft myers beach! Should be fun!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

2 days :'( 6 days :'(

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 14:43:44 GMT

First best friend: besides my cousin, prolly sarah leong
First real memory of something: im sure i have more before this but- tying my shoes
First Job: babysitting
First screen name: pj52389 ..
First self purchased album: spice girls
First funeral: kellys g-ma
First pets: corkey- a dog
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First true love: Scott brown =] <33
First big trip: i think boston?
First play/musical/performance: plays in elementary school
First musician you remember hearing in your house: all this stuff my dad likes to play i donno
Last cigarette: YUCKKKKKKK!
Last big car ride: to melbourne last weekend
Last kiss: Last night :-*
Last good cry: 2 nights ago
Last movie seen: win a date with tad hamilton !
Last beverage drank: OJ
Last food consumed: cheesburger and french fries
Last crush: scott
Last phone call: to my dad a little bit ago
Last tv show watched: mtv awards
Last time showered: do u really wanna know ;]
Last shoes worn: black flip flops
Last item bought: eye liner?
Last disappointment: yesterday
Last soda drank: coke prolly
Last ice cream eaten: heath bar.. i want some coffee right now tho! =]
Last shirt worn: this one!! penn state

la dee da

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 14:00:04 GMT

Hola!.. Its 9:45... I cant believe i actually woke my booty up at 8:30 this morning!! The day will last longer tho i guess. Yesterday was nice and relaxing! Me and PePPa ;] were supposed to go to the mall but i didt tell her what time to be ready and she hadnt taken a shower or anything yet! eww.. StInKy lol so i just went over to her house and we hung out and played pool with Alex and HARD TO KILL! lol ((Hugo)). It was funny, me and Jenn kept cheating. I left there like around 5ish. Then right before i was leaving for the movies i got into a fight with my dad about my health and watching my weight and stuff!! WHAT ELSE IS NEW?! Every single meal something is said to me about watching what i eat. GR! In tears, i still had to meet scott at the movies and when i got there chelsea was with scott and she made me feel better. Thanx baby! =] So me and scott went and saw Harry Potter. It wasnt that great. We saw Bobbys mom and Brian there too! lol The movie couldnt keep my attention tho... the other two were better in my opinion! I was gonna go to SunSplash today but its gonna rain so PePPa's comin over and then Scotty and Bob are gonna be over later. The awards are on MTV tonight! im excited. lol alright well im gonna go and start cleanin up muh criiibb ;]

-Pammy

5 days :'(........ 9 days :'(

My First Entry!

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 00:46:37 GMT

Yay! I finally have one of these things and you people can keep up with me! =] lol.... Kelly is here and right now im talking to EmO! i love this kid! Thankyou jenny for making this for me!! Well today was great! It started off tres mal because i woke up and had the worst cramps. Then scott called and told me he was coming over around 1 to make me feel better =] it worked! lol.. we just layed in my bed and watched a movie while he massaged me! Why shouldnt he? Im his girlfriend and im on my period! lol.. Amen to that sister! Tomorrow im going to the mall with Jennifer and then hopefully ill see Scotty tomorrow night! Thursday im goin to sunsplash around 5. It'll be really fun! k well my dad wants me to get offff so ill write later! EVERYONE ADD ME TO UR FRIENDS THING OK!??!! and tell me if u wanna be on mines! I love you!!!

Thanx again jenny!

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 00:12:31 GMT

hola! it`s jennifer
and i jus wanna see if
this all worked out ok
pamela`u kno i love you
so much! ur my best friend
and my sunshine =) *aw*
this year will be sooo
much fun w/u. [ duhh ]
but yeh i didn`t do much
wit tha journal but it`s a start
______________ uur pepper =)